inDependent..

whoa,fobia sket ngan word neh..haha..don't know why,but i still think that i'm not independent enough during my life as a foundation student in Kmkn..coz this word does affected my life..a lot!!!
mase sem 1,i have conducted 'an experiment' to find the best way of studying..nak tau ape aku buat??haha..aku selalu tnya org kalo ader bnde yg aku xpaham..tp mgkin cara aku salah..bnyk sgt tnya..mcm terlalu harap kt org lain..smpai ader sorg member ni ckp,aku tak independent..wahaha..alhamdulillah,mgkin sbb cara tu aku dpt result yg baik..syukur2..
tp bila masuk sem 2,pikir2 balik..btul jgak ape yg member aku tu cakap..nak jd medical student kna independent bro..ko tak bley nak harap kat org sgt..nnti kat rcmp nnti da xde org nak tlg tunjuk ajar ko..whoa!!cuak gak..haha..tp xkn la nak tlg sket2 pn xbley kan??aku paham maksud member aku tu..dia nak suruh aku berdikari..takut nnti aku culture shock kat rcmp..then tak boleh survive..so,aku pn kurangkan la bertanya bila masuk sem 2..
kalo sem 1,aku selalu bincang2 dlm study group..sem 2 da xde dah..haha..mmg aku bawak diri ar..mgkin xde yg perasan..tp hakikatnya,aku selalu prep ngan dak2 UK kt PSP sbb bnde ni ar..nak try jd independent ar konon..hahaha..kalo mlm2 stay up kat bilik iron pn da tak ramai mcm sem 1..kdg2 aku sorg2 je..yg len ader la lepak bilik tv lah..bilik mane2 lah..argh,malas nak kesah sgt..i must change for a better future right??
kira berani gak ar amik risiko..haha..at least kat rcmp nnti xde la kekok sgt..aku tgk bdak2 len pn cam sng je study sendiri2..aku pun boleh!!!hehehe..walaupun results xde la okey sgt sepanjang sem 2(sbnrnya agak teruk ar..sampai kna wat re-test,ospe whatsoever tu),tp kira okey ar da try jd independent..mntk2 results final pn okey..insyaAllah..ader rezeki,ader la..huu..
all in all,mmg independent ni sifat yg perlu ader ar utk medical student..cumanya aku kna polish lagi..blum cukup independent ni utk jd a good doctor..huhu..xpe2,perjalanan masih jauh..bnyk agi mase..i'll try my very best!!!insyaAllah...
p/s:mggu dpn results utk second sem akn kuar..doakan yg terbaik..usaha da usaha,tawakal jela..huhu..pastu kita redha..:-)

8 comments:

whiteCASTLE said...

gud luck mir..aku pon doakan kejayaan kite besama.nnt kongsi2 la key...

amiruddin zaki said...

all da best jgak sarah..
insyaAllah,ader rezeki ader laa...
teacher shahirah pnye statement agak merisaukan aku sbnrnye..huu..
dia sruh kita bt solat hajat bnyk2..adeh..cuak plak..

nurul nazierah rosman said...

amir, based on my seniors' experience kt rmcp tu, (ni yg skul lama la)
katanya kt sana ade je program mentor mentee..sorg mntee stu mntor
so klau xfham pape, leh tnya mentor

tpi tu la..dy suka2 je ltak opposte gender..ade yg last2 sngkut XD

tpi amir konfem la kuat kn..hehe..insyaAllah..all the best!

amiruddin zaki said...

thankz 4 de info iejan..
doa2kan lah kuat ek..huhu..

all da best gak..
slmt meneruskan perjuangan di UIA..:-)

salamBEST said...

True. In medicine, u have to be independent. Sometimes, lecturer won't simply give u the answer, they would only guide u to it. And u have to read on ur own. No spoon feeding.

As for me, I think study group is much more effective. Lots of topic in medicine. You can discuss with ur friend if u don't quite understand for particular topic. (Diff people have diff methods of studying)

All the best for the result :)

amiruddin zaki said...

thankz 4 yur opinion..
hope dat i can be as independent as others..insyaAllah..:-)

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