beTapa Allah meNdengar riNtihan haMba-Nya..

Subhanallah..hnya itu yg mampu terucap..

sungguh..

petang ni emosi sy sgt2 terjejas..

and i'm not even to give you guys a clue bout it..

seriously,it has affected me..

since when,i've already forgot..

but still,it hurts me..

deeply..

madly..

argh~

like seriously,hati ni sgt2 la terasa..

terasa diperbodohkan??not really..

terasa dipermainlan??jauh sekali..

xde la smpai kritikal tahap tu..

terasa diri tak diendahkan??haha..

ntah..

terasa hnya mampu memberi apa yg tak diterima??now i'm talking nonsense..muahaha..

ape2 jelah kan..

but somehow kudos jugak la to whoever yg give this such a powerful effect to my life..

smpai terdetik hati ni nak update kat blog..

well,da lama dah tahan ni..

akhirnye muntah jugak..

lega sket..hehe..

back to the topic ye..

Allah dgr rintihan hamba-Nya..

sungguh..

td masa diri btul2 distracted dgn keadaan tu..

sy btul2 blur..confused..keliru..

rase mcm nak jerit pn ada jugak..

serius..

rase cam xde spe2 dah kat dunia ni bley paham situasi ni..

Allah maha mengetahui..

Allah tahu sy sdg buntu..

Allah tahu sy sdg sepi..

nak tau apa yg jd??hurm..

all of sudden,one of my closest fren post something on my fb wall..

and yes,rase cam nak nangis je time tu..

ya Allah,terima kasih~syukur..

coz on dat moment,sy sedar yg sy masih ada insan seperti itu..

ya,mereka jauh dari sisi saya..

tp mereka paling dekat dalam hati sy..

xkn ada org lain yg mampu merampas takhta mereka di hati..

mereka lah sahabat,mereka lah teman..

korg,dgr la ni..

aku tak tau lama mana lg aku mmpu tahan..

sakit sgt2..

sungguh..

mgkin akan sampai masa aku beralah..

hnya masa menentukan..

Azim,Luqman..

aku syukur sgt2 Allah bg aku peluang kenal korg..

xpenah dlm hidup aku dpt kwn cam korg..

wlpn korg sebok,study oversea(dan bkl ke oversea insyaAllah)

korg tak penah lupa aku..huu..(crying again)

i was touched..

inilah ukhuwwah sebenar..

kita bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah..

and yes,aku rindu sgt2 korg..

i wish you guys are here..

beside me..

to comfort me..

coz in here,owh..i'm dying..

livin' just like in hell..

this is so true...

in life there're lots of annoying people around us.. it's our choice to mess up with them.. or just ignore them.. havin' an ignorant attitude is better~

thanks guys..

i know i still have you guys..

although we're far from each other..

yes azim,listening to the "Hampir Ke Situ" song do bring back memories..huu..

take care~